ok, first blog!
Wednesday I was tricked into working ot for friday, saturday, sunday, and monday...wow...I guess having one bad day means a team leader can extend that bad day 4 extra days. Stupid @$$. Kinda hoping he will transfer me to a different tl...only cause I dont want to feel like my days are gonna get worse and worse. I mean, come on, I already have depression, does he want to send me further into depression??
I also figured out how I've been masking my depression. It was through books and writing. but this job has been draining that from my life making me more and more miserable.
And just because he says we dont need a day off..I quite welcome the days off that I get...I mean, come on. I get to get away from the hell that is the members and the fear of being graded on my calls by Sam. I need a break...a couple days to clear my head so I can remember why I took this job. Because at this moment I really need to know why I took this job.
